Sarah's Journal

3:59PM - cooool

Hey guys!

My friends showed me this one website where you list your crushes and then it tells u how compadible you are with them... and I thought it sounded pretty funny, so I tried it. The weird part is that it really worked!!! It was soooo weird. Like... every name I tried was exactly how it really is.... its hard to explain. anyways, since I had so much fun with it I thought I should tell u guys about it and let you try it out yourselves. It's the coolest thing in the world... heres the link:

http://www.crushcalculator.com/cc.cgi?id=1111530797sfc

4:33PM

You're the first thing I think of
Each morning when I rise
You're the last thing I think of
When I close my eyes

You're in each thought I have
And every breath I take
My feelings are growing stronger
With every move you make

You're an angel from above
who takes away my pain
My love for you is so strong
It's always just the same

You're the miracle in my life
Who can always make me smile
Just knowing that you care
Makes my life worth-while

You've touched my heart and soul
Which you have from the start
Your warm soft words
Will never leave my heart

You are everything I want
You're so pure and true
I love you with everything I have
And I love everything that you do

10:11AM

6:17PM

 Blake and I

 

6:15PM - American Eagle Models ;)

5:40PM - Choir

Ok, well today after school I was with my sister, Joy, and she was gonna go try out for Choir and she wanted me to come with her. She said i didnt have to do anything. I wasn't going to try out... i was just gonna skip class and hang out there for the meeting and pretend i was interested. So when I got there we all sat down and started singin and stuff in the lobby. (All the football players were there listening to us) Then there was a little meeting and then it ended. I was ready to leave when the choir teacher told me to stay back. so I did... and he's like. ok. I need to here u sing. (I was about to die. Here I was standing there with all the jocks nearby.. and i dont sing) So... then he's like Sing Amazing Grace. and I told him i didnt know the words. HA. and then he was like... well ill help u if u get stuck. ugh. so I sang it. then he did this thingy where I had to sing really high and then low so he could see what kind of a singer i was. so I did it. Then I was about to leave again when he asked me if I could come in the next day during 5th period and sing with everyone else in the choir. and then if i wanted to I could join.

so ya. I made it into choir. ha. thanks a lot Joy. ;)

9:24PM - :)

A girl asked a boy if she was pretty, he replied, "No". She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever, he again replied, "No". Then she asked him if he would cry if she went away, he answered, "No". She was done hearing this being said to her; she had to leave. As she was walked away he grabbed her by the arm and pleaded for her to stay. He said "you are not pretty, you are gorgeous. I don`t want to be with you forever, I have to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."

9:08PM - HA

BhindBluEyes47: why r all the hott guys gay?
therealjavzilla: i don't kno
therealjavzilla: oh
therealjavzilla: cuz they're the only one's that spend so much time in front of the mirror

BhindBluEyes47: why r all the hott guys gay?
AWHeREiTGoEs626: idk
AWHeREiTGoEs626: maybe u think their hotter because u know u cant get w/ them

BhindBluEyes47: why r all the hott guys gay?
Beezil1: couldnt tell u cause im not ether

BhindBluEyes47: why r all the hott guys gay?
bballManak5: oh ok... well lesse... becauseee.... they are too much like girls, and girls are naturally beautful!

BhindBluEyes47: why r all the hott guys gay?
drumskolits16: hah
drumskolits16: couldn't tell u

BhindBluEyes47: why r all the hott guys gay?
liTTleazndude612: i dunno
liTTleazndude612: i am sorry...?

BhindBluEyes47: Why r all the hott guys gay?
SmarterChild: Why are all the hott guys gay? Because that's just the way things are, Sweetheart.

12:26PM

UGH! I was SOOOO close!!!

I dont wanna write about this 4 everyone to see but if u wanna know about it then call or email or sumthin.

11:17AM - Chickenz

 <- Donated by Sarah E.

11:12AM - kerry

11:04AM - The Christmas Party

BhindBluEyes47: I have bought a garment for the Christmas fellowship on the 11th.
catastrophicat1: I already claim an elegant evening gown of fancy material.
BhindBluEyes47: I see. I see. Mine must be altered in order to fit my needs.
catastrophicat1: Mine is quite fitted to my liking. I am such pleased.
BhindBluEyes47: Very well then. You must be quite ready for this Christmas engagement then, I assume?
BhindBluEyes47: Have you yet acquired a gift?
catastrophicat1: No. I do not posses a such suitable gift at the moment. I shall go fetch one later.
catastrophicat1: And yes, I am quite ready for the Christmas gathering.
BhindBluEyes47: For lack of a better phrase... same here
catastrophicat1: Pish Posh
BhindBluEyes47: tisk tisk
catastrophicat1: well my dear cousin I must be moving on to more satisfying duties for my liking to accomplish something useful this very day.
catastrophicat1: Chao
BhindBluEyes47: payce out dawg

2:19PM - Coppy this, erase my answers, fill it out and put it in my comments

FIRSTS

First best friend: Zach
First memory of something: When I drew a picture of a squirrel and my mom put bunny ears on it without thinking and I got really mad and yelled at her and started to cry cuz she turned my squirrel into a bunny.
First Job: Babysitting. I think my first babysitting job was for My cousins. Ben, Nate, and Shaylee
First screen name: Wildthang46889
First self purchased album: Either Celine Dion or BSB
First funeral: less than 2 years ago. My great grandmother
First pet: Lady – Golden Retriever
First piercing/tattoo: Ears. When I was 13. Or if fake tattoos count then I got a Little Mermaid tattoo when I was 6
First credit card: Last Christmas. I won it at a raffle prize thing at a party. It had $150
First true love: TRUE love? None… But I thought I was in love with this one guy… ha! Stupid me
First enemy: I don’t like to have enemies but there was this one horrible guy in 2nd grade. And he ripped the head off my teddy bear… and threw my little stuffed monkey in a tree. And threw rocks at me. And told on me when I skipped class… and threw my project in the trash… and so… ya… hes the closest thing I have to a first enemy.
First concert: Michael W Smith when I was like.. 10 I think.

LASTS

Last big car ride: This summer. All the way up the Coast of the USA with Jocelyn
Last good cry: Last night actually : /
Last library book: wow. Long time ago. I think maybe 6th grade for a project I had to do on Egypt
Last movie seen: Man on Fire – wow… INTENSE
Last beverage drank: Ice Tea.
Last food consumed: TURKEY!!!!!!! HAPPY TURKEY DAY EVERYONE!
Last phone call: Blake. I think for about an hour at like 12
Last TV show watched: Trigger Happy
Last time showered: Last night
Last shoes worn: my flip flops
Last cd played: Thousand Foot Krutch
Last ice cream eaten: Vanilla with my chocolate cake  yum
Last shirt worn: Ron Jon Surf Shop. Im usin it 4 my pajamas. Which im still wearing and its 1:30 ha. Im such a loser

LAYER ONE:

-- Name: Sarah… shouldn’t this have been the first question?
-- Birth date: 06-08-89. My 18th birthday is gonna be sooo crazy ;)
-- Current Location: Orlando Florida
-- Hair Color: brown with highlights. The black look didn’t work for me ha. I totally looked like Snow White
-- Height: 5’6 or something like that. All I know is im shorter than Catherine which totally sux
-- Weight: that’s a personal question. Haha. Last time I checked (2 days ago) it was 115
-- Righty or Lefty: righty

LAYER TWO:

-- Your heritage: WHITE 4 LIFE ha! (that’s not a racist comment that’s an inside joke.)
-- The shoes you wore today: flip flops
-- Your weakness: really cute guys. haha
-- Your perfect pizza: an invisible one. Pizzas make me sick. Yuck. Nasty.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: for at least one whole year, Never tell a secret that someone told me. Worked last year… right Lauren? Ha.

LAYER THREE:

-- Your most over used phrase on MSN/AIM: u r boring
-- Your thoughts first waking up: Alarm must die
-- Your bedtime: whenever my mom gets tired
-- Adidas or Nike: neither. Both dumb. ha
-- Lipton Ice Tea or nestea: what the heck is lipton? I dunno
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: coffee esp frozen

LAYER FIVE:

-- Smoke: if there’s a fire
-- Cuss: when the time calls 4 it. But I don’t make a habit about it.
-- Sing: Once in a while ill break out in song. U better hope ur not around at that time! lol
-- Take a shower everyday: yes
-- Do you think you've been in love: yes I THINK ive been in love but I prob havnt.
-- Want to go to college: yup. Prob Columbia Bible College

Layer Six:

-- Liked high school: yeeees I love it. TMA rox. Timber Creek was good 2
-- Want to get married: yup. I already have it planned out. My future husband is proposing on my 18th birthday. haha
-- Believe in yourself: for some things.
-- Get motion sickness: na not really
-- Think you're a health freak: u gotta be kidding me. I gotta be the worste eater in the whole world
-- Get along with your parent(s): sometimes
-- Like thunderstorms: yah! Theyre awesome
-- Play an instrument: nope. Untalented me

LAYER SIX: In the 6 past months...

-- Drank alcohol: nope
-- Smoked: nope
-- Done a drug: nope
-- Had Sex: nope
-- Gone to the mall: Now there’s something I’ve done!!
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: not since I was 7
-- Eaten sushi: nope… yuck
-- Been on stage: yah!!! The Our Town play. We rocked that stage
-- Been dumped: nope
-- Dumped somebody else: kinda… not really it was weird
-- Gone skating: yup
-- Made homemade cookies: nope. But that’s a good idea. Ill make some tonight
-- Gone skinny dipping: hahahahhaha… um… long story behind that… but um… ya twice in the past 6 months. LoL
-- Dyed your hair: ya. Like 4 times in the last 6 months. Im one of those people who cant make up their mind.
-- Stolen anything: uuuh not that I can think of. Not in the past 6 months atleast

LAYER SEVEN: Have you ever:

-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: nope
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nope
-- Been caught "doing something": nope
-- Been called a tease: not that I know of
-- Shop Lifted: ya. When I was six I stole chapstick.
-- Changed who you were to fit in: I prob do a little bit of that everywhere. But I mostly stay the same

LAYER EIGHT:

-- Age you hope to be married: haha… another story behind that. 18 is when I plan on it
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 3 or 4 kids. Don’t care what names. Prob some bible names
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: standing on top of a plane. I saw that once on this show about the craziest weddings. There was the groom on top of one plane strapped in and the bride on another. And the pastor was on one in front. And they had to yell their “I do’s” and stuff. It was so hilarious.
-- Where you want to go to college: I think I answered this question.. but anyways… prob Columbia Bible. Or maybe UF
-- What do you want to be when you grow up- hmmm either a missionary, or and actress. Ya… I know… 2 very different things. But either one works for me.
-- What country would you most like to visit: India I think. Which Im going to this summer maybe

LAYER NINE:

In a boy:
-- Best eye color?: Blue or Green
-- Best hair color?: any color. Maybe light brown I guess
-- Short or long hair?: not too long, not too short. But some look good either way
-- Height: taller than me would be best
-- Best weight: I dunno. Good shape
-- Best articles of clothing: american eagle, hollister, abercrombie, and just anything that looks good

LAYER TEN:

-- # of people I could trust with my life: about 6 that I can think of
-- # of CDs that I own: a lot cant count
-- # of piercings: 1 in each ear
-- # of tattoos: none
-- # of scars on my body: like 3 I think
-- # of things in my past that I regret: about 3 big ones and about 18736239847 small ones

11:23AM

10:49AM

Like a cloud full of rain shouldn't hang in the sky
Ice shouldn't burn or a bumblebee fly
If you feel so happy, then why do you cry?
Oh nothin' bout love makes sense.

Like an ocean liner shouldn't float on the sea
A pearl in an oyster or a circus of fleas
Someone so perfect can't be falling for me.
Oh nothin' bout love makes sense.

Nothin' bout love is less than confusing
You can win when you're losing, stand when you're falling
I can't figure it out.
Nothin' bout love can make an equation nothin' short of amazing
Wish I could explain it
But I don't know how.

The way that we dance, the reason we dream
That big Italian tower, well how does it lean?
Something so strong shouldn't make me this weak
Oh nothin' bout love makes sense.

Nothin' bout love is less than confusing
You can win when you're losing, stand when you're falling
I can't figure it out.
Nothin' bout love can make an equation nothin' short of amazing
Wish I could explain it
But I don't know how.

Like the lights of Las Vegas going out on the sand
A jumbo shrimp or a baby grand
How you're touching my heart when you're holding my hand
Oh nothin' bout love makes sense

6:51AM - This is a Call

She fooled all of her friends into thinking she's so strong
But she still sleeps with the light on
And she acts like it's all right on, as she smiles again
And her mother lies there sick with cancer
And her friends don't understand her
She's a question without answers
Who feels like falling apart.
She knows, she's so much more than worthless
She needs to find a purpose,
She wonders what she did to deserve this

She's calling out to you
This is a call, this is a call out
Cause everytime I fall down, I reach out to you
And I'm losing all control now
And my hazard signs are all out
I'm asking you to show me what this life is all about

And he tells everyone a story,
Cause he thinks his life is boring
And he fights so you won't ignore him,
Cause that's his biggest fear
And he cries, but you'll rarely see him do it
And he loves but he's scared to use it
So he hides behind the music
Cause he likes it that way
And he knows, he's so much more than worthless
He needs to find the surface
Cause he's starting to get nervous

Have you ever felt this way before
Cause I don't wanna hide here anymore
Take me to a place where nothing's wrong
And thanks for coming, shut the door
And they say some one out there sees us,
Well if you're real, then save me Jesus
Cause I've been this way for far too long
I wasn't meant to feel alone

Show me what this life is all about

11:24AM - Ugh

First, you think you've found the perfect guy.

And he likes you.

And you like him.

So you go on a group date to see how things go.

Then he changes... and starts acting like you're his gf.

Then you miss the way things used to be... when you were just friends.

So you tell him that.

But he doesnt take it the right way.

And he never acts the same around you anymore.

And there's no way to go back to the way you used to be when you were just friends.

8:00PM - My Testimony

My Testimony

Like many other believers, I was fortunate to grow up in a Christian home. Every Sunday as a kid I would go to church to learn more about Jesus Christ. My parents were missionaries so I saw them evangelizing often. Every night before bed I read my bible and my parents would pray with me.
One night, my dad had left to go on a business trip. Each of my sisters would take turns sleeping in my mom’s room when my dad was gone. Tonight was my turn. So, that night my mom and I talked for a while about what it really means to be a Christian. She answered a lot of questions that I had. I believed in God, and knew about Heaven and Hell, and I had heard the bible stories… but it wasn’t until that night that I found out that it wasn’t enough.
My mom had read many verses to me that night. Three of them stuck out the most to me. One was Romans 3:23 which says “For all have sinned and fall short of the Glory of God”. Another was Romans 8:23, “For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.” The third verse was John 3:16, “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.”
This meant that because of my sins I would have to go to Hell. But because of Jesus’ death on the cross all my sins were forgiven and I didn’t have to be separated from God any longer. All I had to do was to accept this free gift that God had given me and repent of my sins. This sounded like a pretty good idea to me. So, my mom prayed with me that night and I accepted Christ on April 2, 1996. I was six years old.
I can’t say that I went through a dramatic change. As a six year old I hadn’t skipped school, stolen, taken drugs, had sex, gone to bad parties or anything like that. Sure, I didn’t clean my room all the time… and I didn’t always get along with my sisters, but I was a good kid.
As I got older I learned more and more and my walk with Christ kept improving. I continued to go to church every day and started going to youth group once I got into Middle School. I made a lot of Christian friends and had the chance to share the Gospel with some unbelievers too. My youth group became a big part of my life and it really helped me grow. Once a year I would go to Youth Camp and it was always a great experience for me.
Even though this sounds ideal, there were also many times that I fell. I’ve made a lot of mistakes that I wish I could take back. But by reading my bible and spending time with the Lord I try to learn from those mistakes. There will always be more times that I mess up in the future, but I know that God will be there to catch me when I fall and that he will never leave my side.
Ever since that night on April 2, 1996. I have committed my life to God and have learned over the years what it is like to have a personal relationship with him. I know that God has an amazing plan for my life and I can’t wait to see what he has in store for me.

5:07PM - Update

Hey

I guess a lot has happened lately.

Id been really busy with the play all of last week. Finally we got to preform on Thursday-10/14 Saturday-10/16, and Sunday 10/17.

Ya, it went well. I would have to say Saturday was the best. But they were all good. thanks to everyone who came. If you didnt... you shouldve!

Ya... the third night I tripped on my wedding dress on stage infront of everyone... I didnt fall but it was still pretty embarrassing!! Haha... funny though.

Well I also went out to eat at Sonny's with the cast after our last show. It was great soending time with them all.

The only bad thing was that I was stupid enough to think that I knew the way home... so ya... Blake was tryin to drive me home and it took us an hour until finally he had to drop me and Catherine off at Parkway Baptist Church to have my dad pick me up there cuz his parents were getting really mad at him... i felt SOOOO bad. If you ever read this then IM SO SORRY BLAKE! I had no idea I would cause that much trouble. luv ya!

Ya and... um... what else happened... oh ya. Jen and Joy and Colby and Aaron and Joey and I went to the Towncenter to hang out Friday. then Colby went to go see the bands playin and Joy went to Barnes and Noble. So Aaron nd Joey and Jen and I drove around for a while. And I got to see my old house again. that was pretty cool. Except its all wrecked up now cuz the stupid people who moved in ruined it.

"AWE MA BY TEN OCLOCK I GOTTA KNOW ALL ABOUT CANADA"

Thats all you had to say Brooks! GEt it right!!!! haha. jk.

alright, well i cant think of much else to say. peace out, gnight, and always drink Strawberry Ice Cream Sodas ;)

-Sarah

4:11PM

Dan & Trisha

 DANS GOODBYE PARTY

BROOKS & CAITLIN ON NERD DAY

WILD DAY

GO GATORS!